Sunday, April 26, 2015

Good Bye and Hello

Since this is the last blog post that would be counted, I really have no motivation when knowing IB exams are coming up; but at the same time I feel the urge to express my sentimental attachment towards the IB-time to the world and I decide to give it my last try.

When I first joined IB, though I can hardly remember the reason I decided to join (as I have short-term memory loss, if someday I forget your name, please understand that you will always remain in ma heart♡, jk) I was excited because I was surrounded with such amazing people. Now thinking back about it, I think I just wanted to know the feeling of being surrounded by cool people while realizing how uncool I am, and that's why I joined IB. Haha, no I'm serious. I think it was kind of like a mistake but not really. I learned so much from them, therefore I'm really grateful towards...mmmy mistake. On the other hand, I think that I decided to join because I know IB would force me to learn English faster, as to write better (I know my writing is bad but believe me it was wayyy worse and at least I've improved, THANKS TO IB moehe). The benefit that I received from the past 2 years was truly precious and I know the pain, I mean the memory, would remind me that I can always grow to become larger - not physically but I wish I will miracally grow taller.

I realized my life changed so much since I joined IB. It was not my surroundings that changed, but the view of my surroundings has changed. The way I see things and the way I judge them have been influenced by IB, and of course in a positive way. IB has trained me into a critical person as I learned to judge everything that I came across. Though I'm well aware that I have turned to be so judgmental, but I also acknowlege that I was once a judgmental person as well. The only difference that distinguish myself in the past and myself in the present is that I have learned to judge the right ways, to judge for the sense of fairness, for the justice of a being in order to learn more about the thing being judged....
There are new things that are waiting to be discovered and I hope to find myself stumble upon them someday.

I dedicate my gratitude towards the people who helped me through rough times and have been there for me, I love all of you so much!!!! Give you kisses!!! moaz ♡♡ and my laugh of gratitude in different languages  kekekeke háháhá híhíhí ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅎㅎㅎㅎ
Here are the list of songs that I'd
 love to have you listen to
 *someday in the near future I will put in the songs---> therefore, make sure to check my blog frequently xD

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=c-cOZgaotPY























p/s: hope you will have fun watching this!

1 comment:

  1. An-
    I love your paragraph about what you realized/ how you now view your surroundings.
    Hope you'll be able to keep your hands warm without the benefit of my projector.

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